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2010-04-25T19:43:00.000-07:00

索尼没电了，想再听那把声音多一次，感动多一次。

就是这首歌，让我把头从Penal Code 里抬起来，把声量调大，静静地聆听。

也因此，索尼用太多力，然后就没电了。剩我慢慢地咀嚼几粒还停留在脑海里的歌词。

黃小琥没那么简单

词:姚若龙曲:萧煌奇

没那么简单就能找到聊得来的伴
尤其是在看过了那么多的背叛
总是不安只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那么简单就能去愛別的全不看
变得实际也许好也許许坏各一半
不愛孤单一久也习惯
不用担心谁也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
別人说的话随便听一听自己做决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上关上了手机舒服窝在沙发里

相爱沒有那么容易每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那么容易才会特別让人著迷
什么都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经

想念最伤心但却最动心的记忆

我的Wonderland

2010-04-23T23:09:00.000-07:00

这个电台播了好多好多好听的歌。
今夜，我不想睡了。
我应该醒着，让莫文蔚和陈奕迅陪我挖流出来的耳油。

这个时候我应该在发梦了。
你不要笑我。但是我告诉你，我的蓝色眼罩有超能力，戴上它以后可以变身艾丽丝。

Every dream starts with a great dreamer.

至今，我physical逗留过最高的高度是云顶喷射机停在上面的时候。我对不起云顶美丽的风景，可能同时也忽略了那电线杆上的麻雀，因为我只管闭着眼睛喊破喉咙，所以没有亲眼看过悬在空中时的高度，因此也错过了一刹那那冬天的感觉。

直到有一天，我胆小的心脏再度被挑战。我必须从很高很高的这栋楼到很高很高的那栋楼，中间连接的桥梁设计很奇怪。它像是游乐园青色的半球形爬行玩具加大版。风吹很大，下面很暗。我隐约记得对岸的人叫我走快点。他。妈。的，抓紧都来不及了。我有很想哭，实在太恐怖了。

又有一天，我走在校园里。路上有一只肥肥小小只的河马（简称肥马），从远远跑过来，然后一个帅气的一百八十度翻身，它躺住了。旁边有棵仙人掌跟姚明一样高，它像吸铁般把肥马吸过去。突然间仙人掌喷出倾盆大水，肥马就张开嘴巴激情地喝喝喝喝。好浪漫的一幕，像两个久别重逢的爱人。嗯。肥马的肚子撑好大，比头还大后，它像熟透的芒果“咚”掉在地上，然后咚咚咚咚地慢走了。

还有一天，我到了荒芙的墨西哥沙漠被跟踪。有两只一肥一瘦的老猫，神出鬼没；“砰！”它们浮在昏黄的油灯后面盯住你，“嗖~”它们轻轻地扫过你脚下消失了。那幅老神在在的样子尤其欠扁，暗褐色的身体里好像住着一个邪恶的灵魂，而且它们的任务是负责追踪，跟踪和逮捕，总是一团烟地出场不久，又一团烟退下了。

终于有一天，Law Fac 学生的 all time favourite 冠军老师Dr Johan也来凑热闹。他把桃红色旧款Honda绑在海边的椰树，然后把soya bean 水灌满整辆汽车，然后它就飞起来了。太棒了！以后马来西亚人可以不用牛奶泡澡，我们有更好的选择，就是泡在soya bean 水里看海。

压轴好戏，我想我什么都不必说。Picture tells better story than words。

我觉得我的梦工厂里住着七个小矮人，而且我喜番他们乱七八糟的故事。

I am crazy, very very crazy. But all great people are.

=)

陶吉吉有寂寞的季节，我有考试的季节

2010-04-13T02:13:00.000-07:00

（会考科目：宪法、刑法、土地法和行政法）

下个拜四就是大学生涯的第四次大考。

但是，大学每一次大考都是第一次的考试。

不像以前中学时候，小考后还有小考，学校考完补习再考，大考前还有预考，考试考到春夏秋冬都不知何时了。

我老妈珍姐说：“靠你自己了。”

唉，靠我自己就真的死定了。

把一粒粒英文字咚咚咚地打进头脑里。这条法律像似曾相似的老相好，以前看过你但是已经不记得你；那条法律是熟到烂的兄弟，天天念在嘴边却突然发现：“咦，你怎么长这个模样！”才感叹：“啊，其实我也不是很认识你，这些日子真是误会你咯。”

昨天有幸与三位大法官：The Right Honourable Tun Dato' Seri Zaki bin Tun Azmi，The Honourable Dato' Haji Hashim bin Dato' Haji Yusoff 和 The Honourable Dato’ James Foong碰面。在大大间的会客室喝了小小杯的 teh tarik；用大大声的麦克风小小声的问了Chief Justice 几道问题；用within expectation的几个字回答了Chief Justice beyond imagination的问题：为什么要读law。

Yang Amat Arif Tun Zaki 说：“学生跟法官不同，你们给的答案对或错都不重要，你用对法律支持你的论点，只要写得头头是道，你教授就会通过你 (pass) 。”

未几，Yang Arif Dato’ James Foong 说：“法律其实就像数学的方程式；不同的问题用不同的方程式去解决。”

Khoo Yee Mun我说：以前做数学我算是资优生，没有90分也有88分；现在写完一份答案都觉得它是一个零分的垃圾。还好我已经给他心理准备，说他喜欢着一个会考零分的笨蛋。

在教授的秤上，每份答案的重量是3分（给你面子）、4分（还好）、5分（刚刚通过）、6分（有point）、7分（有分量）点点。

所以现在我不求考试拿满分，也不介意考试拿不到优等。在心有点冷意有点灰的情况下，我就只好靠皮毛的知识，用我的手笔告诉他/ 她，这条法律应该这样用。

加油咯，你没酱快垮的！=)

写完了，也是忏悔的时候了，书不读竟然还在部落格发牢骚。更甚的是，竟然是写关于考试的冬冬，你生活就没有有趣点的冬冬了吗，悲哀~

如果人生真的有如果

2010-02-17T20:31:00.000-08:00

If i have a flight ticket in my hand leaving to Neverland and the date of departure is tomorrow.

I might as well stare at the ticket and ask, “Do I depart at the ordinary airport?” subsequently, “Do I need a passport?” If both answers are negative (technically it couldn’t be positive answers, ha!), it makes everything a LITTLE easier as I do not have to waste my youth doing nothing but wait like anyone else at the immigration and hoping desperately for the number on the board runs faster. Perhaps I can entertain myself by telling a stranger “hey, I’m going to a place that nobody can tell where is it” and then, smirk and leave him swearing at the back.

I do have the courage to leave, on the spur of the moment.

It is either you are really brave or you are ignorant, and I am definitely the latter. Most probably I will live like any other day; laugh with you, be with you and the next day I get lost. Because it is painful to say goodbye and to abandon everything and everyone. But, the reality is always cruel. Sometimes, you just want to escape for one moment from all the frustrations and troubles.

Life is a bed of roses, bear with it or give up. Life is very personal depending on your attitude. The ticket not only indicates courage to give up the current life you attached with but also signifies the adventure of the uncertainties. It is as if to explore a road less travelled. It may worth a try.

I don’t have real property under my name and my personal property is quite few. Clothes can be donated; books can be kept despite the fact that the collection is miserable but they are worth reading lots of times, knowledge has to be inherited; and money can be spent, a few hundreds, ahh forget about it.

Anyway, the condition does not spell any constrain that I cannot come back! But, does Neverland have an airport?

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If I were a vampire

Vampires drink blood, they have pale skins and red eyes, and they are immortal. ya, Edward Cullen looks that way.

It is a night with a full moon hanging on the starry sky. A bat flies across the moon which mysteriously indicates a sense of ominous. I was strolling, maybe drunk, on a street while lamps glimmered unceasingly on the side. Racing blood is irresistible and pulsed like a symphony and then, my neck was bitten by cold beast-like teeth.

OS:”Oh, I feel like Bella.”

As a vampire, I feel like breaking all the rules:

- I want to race sport car on the highway and not worrying to crush it;

- I want to seduce the most handsome vampire and fall in love. Or I can bite leehom and force him to love me;

- I want to drink from many beautiful necks;

- I want to talk to the other vampires about human rights.

Being immortal is not my desire, unless others have undying life too. It is not fun when nobody shares the secret of your life, like I cannot run on the street and yell, “Hey look, I am a vampire! Made in Malaysia!” It is boring to live so long. W hat else can I do other than witnessing the history? On top of all, I already have trouble in sleeping.

But, to become physically gorgeous is quite amusing because it is easier to raise preys to the bait. Oh gross, the idea of drinking blood is sickening. Ok I can learn to become a vegetarian.

Perhaps, the best thing I can do is to have too much time to make the world a better place.

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i whisper...

2010-02-15T09:42:00.000-08:00

Dear

Everytime we touch i get this feeling

And everytime we kiss i swear i can fly

Can't you feel my heart beats fast i want this to last

Need you by my side

Everytime we touch i feel the static

And everyime we kiss i reach for the sky

Can't you feel my heart beats slow i can't let you go

Want you in my life

.::...

by Cascada - Everytime We Touch

老虎给我几个字

2010-02-13T21:34:00.000-08:00

恭喜发财！

给家人，53岁的胡须老头47岁的泼辣安娣28岁的光头帅哥和27岁的超级美女：健康

给亲戚，表的堂的近的远的撒泡尿可能也会沾到一点关系的：和气

给猪朋狗友，好朋友知心朋友普通朋友舍友曾经的朋友朝夕相对的舞友鬼鬼的老友：快乐

给系友，忙读书忙拍拖忙活动忙出街忙回家见牙医忙开会忙到闲人酱闲的：进步

给爱人，现在的以后的唯一的永远的：平安

给陌生人，不在以上任何category的：顺利

给我自己：??

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lets meet everything that life throws at it with BRAVERY!

KUAT like a TIGER! GRRRRRR..

2010-01-09T18:07:00.000-08:00

我要回怡保了。回到我熟悉的昆仑喇叭673号门牌，那条巷子里最温暖的屋子。

我希望下车后能像以前一样在客厅叫“阿嫲！！！”，然后你在长长的走廊后说“妹妹，来厨房。” 以后，你还能应下我吗，阿嫲？

几个礼拜前，你说两年后要来看我带四方帽，我说我会是你第一个大学毕业的孙子。两年后，你照样来好吗，阿嫲？

我已经在哭了，因为我真的在想你了，不是我放不下你啊，所以你一定要走，走去一个叫极乐的地方。

阿嫲阿嫲～

In a Relationship. A Burden.

2009-12-07T05:28:00.000-08:00

people are craving for prince charming and perfect lady to develop a happy ending love story. i would say that the entertainment industry is blameworthy for the result of extolling the merits of LOVE relationship to an overwhelming degree, misleading people to pursue love as displayed on-screen.

some people smirk at the idea of true love, a term that only appears at the dictionary of two puppy-loving-teenagers. some have even given in to the brutal fact that, at the end of the day, all men are the same/all women are the same, sex or money. pathetic, though, but it's undeniably true, for some adults.

a relationship cannot be made up by LOVE alone.

"you are my flower and i'm a shit.

we are meant for each other."

oh, sweet! ... or, sweat?

again, a relationship cannot be comprised of love alone because love is blind. when you love someone you ignore their imperfections and ultimately it makes you biased. you never know if the person you love feels the same way too. it is as if you are indulged in a cip-pak-lak love potion and got dead drunk that you cant help losing yourself.

in fact, both parties need compromise. one of the most fascinating chemical reaction scientists cant experiment in the laboratory is the affection per se which leads both to a willingness to compromise.

sometimes, parents are being unreasonable when it comes to this issue. arguments used by the parents to scare off the guy on the other end of the phone, if you think twice, cannot be established :-

NO TIME no, everybody has 24 hours, it does not make a different how i spend my time.

IT AFFECTS YOUR STUDIES no, government's chop and change education policy confused me more. even tuition teacher cant help, mom.

YOU ARE TOO YOUNG i will get old, anyway, it's just a matter of time. perhaps you are even younger when you know dad.

YOU DONT HAVE MONEY stars and moon are free.

DONT CRY WHEN YOU BREAK UP, DONT CALL ME MOM err, well.. i will call dad.

so all those crap factors do not constitute a burden. what burdens in a relationship is the weight of love.

now a lion fell in love with a lamb *smile* while the time bomb is ticking away.

PS .::... this post is dedicated to mr gan in response to his "Relationship. Not a Burden" which i supposed to publish a month a ago =p paiseh ar its late.

http://jackkgan.blogspot.com/

2009-11-22T21:11:00.000-08:00

我认识超级乐观及超级悲观的朋友，他们都把我当好朋友，但是酱很辛苦，哎哟

我这几天好像一直在祈祷，唉

又一直在听超级摇滚的歌，奇怪

怎么办

超级悲观的朋友有难了，我也有难了

come on laa, environment is not as dull as admin

2009-11-13T23:06:00.000-08:00

this is the record of sms-es and MSN

me: what have u read so far?

wei-yin: i haven't started anything yet. (it's MSN on friday night and the paper will be held on wednesday)

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me: environmental.. law.. is.. so.. boring...........

shuang: i got a feeling. we have too much time. i feel that i can come out very early from the hall tim. dono wat to write. haha.

kock sin: i never have a liking on environmental issues. i am materialistic. i thk i will accept bribe if i were the General Director of the Department of Environment =P

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me: my favourite movie is "The Day After Tomorrow". oh u c that's why i'm taking environmental law, haha!

jack: you're kidding me. XD

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long ago, i was keen on environmental issues. i have bit collection of breathtaking pictures of the beautiful mother earth and, on the other hand, articles about the threatening disappearence of the biodiversity.

therefore, i have little excitement after being accepted in this elective course. despite the fact of the very-handsome-very-well-built-very-knowledgeable-and-very-funny lecturer, DR AZMI, i am actually hoping to learn more about the laws about the environment.

but, during the first lecture, he said:

"why so many people in my class? you sure you're in the right lecture hall? *pondering* oh get out from my class! environmental law is boring!" *giggling*

i, so far, learned that the Environmental Quality Act is indeed the welcoming one, providing a comprehensive set of laws to protect the nature up to the sky down to the centre of the earth. but we must admit that the enforcement is disheartening. poor enforcement record and lack of public attention. in fact, urbanisation and economic development take precedence over conservation.

sitting in the hall and answering the paper for 2 and 1/2 hour does not help to save the world, though.

i din't mean to say you, probably you that are also taking environmental law with me, to stop revising dr azmi's humorous romantic story about the orchids, but to discover the "possible" behind the "impossible". hehe.

GOOD LUCK GUYS!

感觉不用是会钝的

2009-11-11T10:36:00.000-08:00

写一篇部落格有酱难吗？好几天反复推敲那用词和题材写好了又不喜欢删除删除！

这反而让我想起有一天晚上，在河草的一段话 (RiverGrass Dance Academy)。http://www.rivergrass.com.my/

排舞室的空间不大，还长得很单调。惨白的墙上挂着两把风扇，吹却吹不散落地钅竟前同学热热的表演欲。老师对穿着红色墨西哥长裙的女生说：“你们的表演是一团火。”
木板在嘎吱作响，坐在另一边的我们心痒痒却只能动动脚趾头。

那唯一男生长得像某位，脸小小颈长长，传统舞蹈的底子却厚厚地，在挥汗地舞着，他有专属的一分半钟solo。

老师停下音乐：“某某，我不要你想好动作，你听那个音乐，你感觉一下它应该是怎样的。我要多一点跳的东西。你试看不要设计你的动作，你相信你的感觉就对了，它会带着你。来，再试一次。”

那把风扇缓慢地旋转，吹起单调的徐徐声。一滴汗的时间后，音乐起。好像是几种简单的乐器的交响曲，像古老的乐曲却狂野，不旧不新，不难听却不好消化。但这次的他表现好很多。流畅自在放松创意空间是他的。

老师说：“好，就是这样！”

某某男生抗议说：“但是我根本不知道我自己在做什么！我头脑没有在想东西，我不懂我要跳什么，要跳多久，要跳去哪里，跳到好看不好看都不知道也。”

老师说：“对呀，就是这样！你头脑想的东西是你想要做的，不是你body要做的。出来的效果是很limited，放不开，没有延伸。现在反而你什么都不想，我才看到你很放，你就是那段音乐。Don't worry, your mind and soul will tell you what to do, you just follow, just listen.”

放开放不开来跳舞感觉真的有差，而且是差很远。我的心里面小小声的“哗”了一声。

要知道，感觉不用是会钝的。

找一天，跟妈妈说

2009-11-01T18:52:00.000-08:00

因为小时候老妈说过，

“你老娘我跟你爸爸结婚没有真正注册到。”

害我以为我是路边拾回来的孩子。虽然我比哥哥矮一粒头，比姐姐矮半粒，幸好我鼻子长得像我爸，牙齿像我妈，当大家站在一起看久久又真的很像一家人酱，所以我还是姓邱的小孩。

好吧，这半年读的家庭法 (Family Law) 终于有用武之地啦！我屈指算算，我老爸老妈应该是在80年代一见钟情，然后轰轰烈烈地坠入爱河，到底我老爸上车有没有买票我就不清楚，the question of fact is indeed, ambiguous *haha* 然后结婚摆喜酒有了孩子生孩子。。。

Taking into account the facts in totality, it is just to conclude that the marriage between both parties in this case has taken place prior to the enforcement of the Law Reform (Marriage and Divorce) Act 1976 (Act 164) & Rules, which is at the date of 1st of March, 1982.

所以，我老爸老妈是被法律承认的合法夫妻，不管有没有注册婚姻。

s 33 LRA Voluntary registration. Datin 讲被法律承认了就不用特地去登记注册了，多此一举。

s 4 (1) Nothing in this Act shall affect the validity of any marriage solemnised under any law, religion, custom or usage prior to the appointed date.

s 4 (2) Such marriage, if valid under the law, religion, custom or usage under which it was solemnised, shall be deemed to be registered under this Act.

s 4 (3) Every such marriage, unless void under the law, religion, custom or usage under which it was solemnised, shall continue until dissolved-

(a) by the death of one of the parties;

(b) by order of a court of competent jurisdiction; or

酱我们这三条人就是 "child of the marriage" as defined in s 2, a child of both parties to the marriage. In other word, a legitimate child.

现在这个时代，情窦容易开，朵朵开，处处开。如果有一天，我爱上了一个不回家的人，明天我要嫁给他，家庭法怎么说？

s 10 Any marriage purported to be solemnised shall be void at the date of the marriage either party is under the age of eighteen years ...

s 12 A person who has not completed his or her twenty-first year shall, ... , before marrying, to obtain the consent in writing -

(a) of his or her father;

(b) ... (provided for illegitimate child or if the father is dead)

(d) ... (provided for the person standing in loco parentis)

我今天19岁7个月半，所以我必须带那个不回家的人见我爸爸，说“我要结婚”。

这句话会不会比“我爱你”更难开口呢？

我想我老爸还是会像平时这样顺着我去，不管那个不回家的人是高矮肥瘦，黑白老少。我老妈常说 “你要什么有什么”，我老爸买了一架又大又重的 desktop 给我，5000块，现在放在我姐家煲着香港连续剧，那是SPM的礼物。我手上用的那架 Sony Ericsson k700i 外表很可怜，那层漆脱到一块黑一块白，刮到破破烂烂，joystick 又死鬼没有用，气到我每次打信息都要特别用力，但是那架是PMR 的礼物。

The solemnisation and Registration of Marriages is provided at s 22 to s 34.

Datin 在 first lecture 就大大声鼓励婚前性行为，说不要等到结婚后才来后悔。

s 71(a) Voidable marriages on the ground on non-consummation due to incapacity

其实讲得也有道理，因为我发觉LRA 很可恶。结婚的人都不知道，法律给 husband and wife 的保护跟责任都很大。结婚要 consent 要 maintain；离婚有两年 specified period 的限制，要有 strong grounds to dissolve 除了 mutual consent (s 50- s 54)，要 prove irretrievably breakdown; 要算 maintainence 要争 custody 要分 property 分分钟还要关心 legitimacy issue。我把LRA 捧在手上，轻轻的却很重。

One person shall have attained the age of majority as prescribed by the Age of Majority Act 1971 at 18.

s 92 Duty to maintain children. In Part VIII Protection of Children, the context of a "child" is defined as any child under the age of eighteen.

我老爸其实不用再给我们零用钱花了。His duty has ceased, in law. 我老哥的case 就另外讲。老婆的买菜钱就必须照样给，the Married Women and Children (Maintenance) Act 1950 说 it is the duty of the husband to maintain the wife as long as the marriage subsists, provided that the wife is still alive and is willing to continue living with him.

.Family Law.

一科让我们心惊胆跳的一科，不懂今年肥佬的又有几个。唉。

2009-10-26T05:12:00.000-07:00

like my wallpost on facebook 26.10.2009

yeemun feels that people in the faculty of law always hold on one thing called self prestige, but there's actually so much outside the faculty which is as beautiful as law, that's arts..after coming back from a feast of senses @ Aswara and KL PAC, i'm missing lixin badly that i wanted to tell her, "i feel like dancing, too!"

=) cheers

The Last Lecture

2009-10-19T00:11:00.000-07:00

when a student had not learned,

the teacher had not taught.

One Night Only

2009-10-18T09:38:00.000-07:00

101009 @ The Sanctuary

*thrilled*

what's so special about that night? raymond knows.

One Night Only 之歌舞剧

2009-10-13T01:56:00.000-07:00

2009年10月6号星期二太阳很猛很耀眼

我在很悠然地趴在床上，在偷笑着500米外上着课的系友们，想到就开心，一个可以光明正大逃课的一天。

突然间觉得好像少了什么，还是内脏排错了位，一种很闷的感觉。

随手打开《同心结》这首歌，一首听了两个月的歌，一首还背不起歌词的歌，一首当唱起第一句歌词就让我哭出来的歌。

马大灯笼节舞台剧表演组，酱好咩？

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歌舞剧篇《义结同心结》

故事发生在明朝平阳镇，一个糊涂神仙曾藩人误闯人世，意外发现平阳镇藏着3只会做布的妖精，还有面对一个贪官陶大人的无礼取闹，曾藩人要如何救平民百姓于水深火热当中呢？神妖人之战一触即发。

没有，这不是神话，这是一出戏的剧本。

我在戏里面叫无名，角色定位在表情丰富的平民，
戏分是在客栈喝茶，走路，然后在几场戏间中跳舞，

对白不少，但都是同样那几句，“噢。。”“哇！”“怎么会这样？！”

舞蹈篇

第二年在舞蹈组了，

同样的3位老师，

同样每星期6天的练舞，排舞，

同样拉筋的时候痛到想放弃，梁静茹唱着<丝路> 我唱着 <救命>，

同样的一番番入心入肺的话，

“呼吸吐气，把气吐到痛的地方，跟自己说不痛不痛”；

“延伸，把手伸到最高最远；放松，把重量交给地上”；

“要高就高，要低就低，不高不低，酱好咩”；

“我是一个相信好事发生的人，道具组技术组答应一定会做出效果，所以你们更要相信你自己”;

"笑！有希望点！牙齿牙齿！"

“来，再来一次”；

“我知道你们累，这个时候更要把这个累化成一个力量，跳最好的这次，然后我们休息好吗？”;

"S.T.O.P.!"；

“你们前面做着2000个人呐，所以眼睛要看前面！地上无金执啊，眼睛要射到最后面，给最后一排的观众都爱上你”；

“等什么？等新年啊！”；

“嗯,不急不急~”

“好，大家回家好好休息”；

“ｍｕｌｔｉｍｅｄｉａ没有我们的照片，无所谓！”

演出之夜篇

!!!

亲身体验什么是掌声如雷

亲耳听见什么是好评如潮

亲眼见证不可能变成有可能

老师说今夜是一个团队的梦想实现

当然还有许多方面需要改进进步

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不管在台下练得多卖力，台上的表演都只是一刹那。

就在那一刹那。

就像陨石在太空流浪几百万年后，最灿烂的时刻就只有在冲进大气层。

爱。疯了。

倒数了！

2009-09-28T03:34:00.000-07:00

亲爱的舞蹈员们，

“无所谓”部落客的教训是，不能在部落上面写人家坏话，哈哈哈！所以呢我要说些话为舞蹈员们加加油~

练舞快两个月了，看着大家都进步很多，尤其像美琪都变酱爱演去哟~真是人不可貌象

所谓台上一分钟，台下十年功，我们能露脸的机会就只有那6支舞啦，一定要把握机会，做到最好，不要派色，因为舞台剧是不会有 take two 的！

该跳的就好好跳，该point 就 point，该延伸就延伸，不要偷工减料哦，要把力量投射给3000个观众，加油！！！

我也正在紧张了，大家要互相扶持，互相加油，希望在仅剩的7天内，我们尽量挑动作背歌词，加油加油！！！

就像老师讲的不急不急，冷静在冷静，保持呼吸吐气，一切都会很好的，舞蹈员们都很棒的，对自己要有信心，别再习惯性地看地上了，大家真的进步很多了！

以后见面的机会一定会少了，我一定会想死你们了~离开PTUM 就不能玩酱疯了。。。

^.^ 超开心认识你们~

亲爱的演员们，你们也是要加油哦，你们演得越loh heng, 观众越喜欢啊，知道吗妖妹妹，跟你讲的。

嘻嘻~

加油！

牙齿大大
280909
1854

路，是人走出来的

2009-09-27T23:46:00.000-07:00

周围是黑漆漆的一片，寂静，压迫，眼睛像盲人般看不见任何光线。

你驾着一辆车在这条无人的道路上行驶，不管你驾得快驾得慢，那辆车是走着的。唯一让你觉得有希望的东西，就是微微射出的车前灯。

呼吸很沉重，前面的路到底有多长？在等待的是一头饥饿的狮子，还是无底的深谷，你不得而知。但是至少前面二十尺的路是光明的。对，路是可以走下去的。

读了酱多年倪匡，终于能比较像样的写一些小说 feel 的东西了。ngek ngek ngek。

这是我小时候不知道从哪里看回来的故事，它讲的是人生，我们就是故事里面的司机。

这是最近的family test 让我突然记起了这久违的故事，一边是劈腿拉筋还有我最爱的舞蹈员，一边是Law Reform Act + 一堆没有读完的cases 还有一张Datin 开的“你们fail 定” 的包单。不管选择给了哪一边，life goes on。

但是明天派考卷了，我现在却紧张得要死掉。我的妈呀。

a heart-nearly-stopped-jumping experience

2009-09-15T10:28:00.000-07:00

date: 13th September, 2009 (Monday)

time: 0409

mood: dreamy

awoke abruptly by a shattering thunder.

OS: "ouch! (zZz)"

it was so LOUD i felt like my eardrums were vibrating so fiercely i thought it was earthquake. bolting upright from my bed and took a peek through the window, i saw the sky was golden red, as bright as day time.

OS: "Doomsday......?" i was back hiding in my blanket.

the thunder went on and on and on, and was getting louder and louDER and LOUDER.

OS:" the sky is going to fall... (zZz)"

it reminded me of a scene in Bleach in which, sometimes, a Hollow exits from the soul society to the human world by ripping the sky.

memorable as it's my closest distance with the lightnings and thunder which in fact was really scary.

kebarangkalian (some f4 or f5 maths, a boring topic. wink.) of the lightnings hit into my room is 1/2 (1/2 akan hentam ke bilik, 1/2 tidak akan hentam ke bilik). 50% chance of living.

OS:" wow... (zZz)"

i'm glad that i'm still alive. wink+ wink.

OS:" 天跌落来当被kam啦，使么惊啊.." hehe.

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Farewell Lip Vi

2009-09-04T08:11:00.000-07:00

my fingers reluctantly froze on the keyboard, refusing to type an invitation to farewell him before he leaves.

suddenly, i felt that i will miss him a lot.

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so this is a story of dua orang kampung making big dreams and now you are one step ahead of me already.

thanks for the memory and the promise is still valid on my part. chak.

farewell. *sob sob*

poker face's notes

2009-08-06T11:45:00.000-07:00

1) I feel HAPPY because it’s weekend!!

2) I miss mcD’s breakfast badly after my first trial with ketua at mid V quite a few weeks back. Hash brown + muffin egg + milo ice. Anyone would want to accompany me to eat breakfast? BREAKFAST gives you energy and semangat for the day, bare in mind. =)

3) I feel like crying these days but nothing is able to stimulate my kalenjar air mata. Only heart rips but hardly repairs. It’s mainly because I was working so hard on my tutorials (IT’S THE MOST PECULIAR CHANGE IN ME, according to my roommates. I have never been so occupied on my desk. NEVER. I was usually on my bed.) I used to play hard in 1st year but from now on I must not go out so often as first, I dont want to be yelled at by datin and second, I want to save money for backpacking.

4) Actually, I LIKE DATIN if

(i) she manages to control her temper well;

(ii) she doesnt yell (her voice doesnt sound good at that volume);

(iii) she doesnt waste time talking about irrelevant things at tutorials eg forming an example in 20 minutes (ok I take it as a training for the benefit of future at court);

(iv) she allows us to ask questions;

(v) she makes jokes;

(vi) she makes me happy;

(vii) she allows us to use ‘if’.

5) I talk very little these days.
I’m always thinking things, and tend to ignore things happen beside me, in front of me or behind me. What do I look like in other ppl’s eyes when I’m doing that? a dumb walking vampire? (haha! reading too much of twilight) I’m like mist on the mirror fading.

I can get excited for 5 mins and then diam all the way. I’m confused why. I think I need to go home. I need soup. That makes me happy. Subsequently I will get back the semangat to talk. Haha! ..what a nonsense..

6) I like new divide by linkin park. This song sounds as though it could awake some hidden supernatural power in my body.

7) It has been long time I dint listen to music.

8) Since when checking mails becomes my prior activity online.

9) I hope life life boring is writing about me because his poems are romantic. And, I hope he is handsome.

10) I dont want the performance night for bulan kemerdekaan this boring but I’m run out of ideas. And, my director is a muscled man..

11) No more nightmares!!!! Out out out!!!!
I dont want waking up midnight realizing that it was just 7am. It was hard to sleep back, and I need to take care of my jantung. I only wish for peaceful nights, and beautiful dreams. ^.^

12) Why am I blogging so late?

13) I need to charge my phone.

14) Ugrrr.. ants serbu my chocolate and my biskut nanas adam bought for me from melacca. Oh my food..

15) Ya, I realize that I carry bunches of paper to the faculty, including books, proforma, Acts, papers, articles etc. the height is from my waist to the position of a normal jantung. I think I’m not the worse, I saw Chelsea carrying two large bags to the faculty each weights about 100 kgs (it looks that way).

16) My throat becomes sensitive lately. I cough easily when my throat gets itchy. For that, I ran out from Dr Yong’s class 2 weeks ago because she was talking, the class was so attentive and I will make loud sound.

17) wednesday's menu sucks. total up i have eaten 3 biji telur for my lunch and dinner. if i turned up for breakfast this morning, the sum will be 3 1/2 biji telur.

18) mak cik gave me 2 drumsticks on thursday night!!!! wahahahaha!!!! happy happy =)

19) I’m still lazy as usual.

20) En mat is still so annoying.

21) I love Jacob Black instead of Edward Cullen. lalalala.

*Smile*

Lara 吃着巧克力巧克力巧克力

2009-08-03T07:45:00.000-07:00

答应只为你而打的钢琴

黑白键上时间扑的灰尘

有没有这样的一首歌

没有乐符没有琴谱

只有无声的旋律刻着我对你深深的思念

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如果思念可以用距离来计算

那就是 384, 403 公里

写着半百世纪的远距离恋爱

这是一个古老的传说

只有禁忌之城打着胜战时星星才会发亮

你说只要你不输就能永远看见我仰头那副期待的模样

我说到底还有多少个 365 天

才能再次听见我为你奏的交响曲

What makes a leader?

2009-07-14T02:09:00.000-07:00

i have been telling many people that law fac on its own got macam macam jenis punye people. and yesterday, i witnessed one of the species which i would call it EGOIST.

one was ex-... and one was ex-... who were having some easy chatters at the cafe, and i decided to permit myself a sit with them, which has eventually spoilt my mood throughout the day. >,< eww..

starting off with the orientation week that has just passed, we were also talking about buddies and projects etc. i hope it didn't show on my face that in fact my disappointment and shock was growing. it's because i felt offended when she said "what a PM are you? u should have found a better buddy."

so i was blamed that i did not take initiative to approach for a better looking junior. OH COME ON! is appearance all that matters? whether he or she looks like a nerd or ugly betty, it doesnt represent his personality. or perhaps, as you said, you were being prejudice simply because he was named NNN?! hahaha, i would take it as a joke, anyway, although it's not funny at all.

my O.S. "is it the way a senior, or we used to acknowledge as a leader, presenting him/herself to a junior?" this senior has indeed contributed very much in past projects and has built up convincing reputation, for that reason i think she should mind her words. for instance, criticisng apprehensively, or giving no extra credits specially for leng zai or leng lui. or else, saying like "fair, just and reasonable" was just bullshitting.

this incident reminds me of her comment on L-Night t-shirt as well. eww. less than pleased.

before i forget, actually i was thinking of sharing with them what i heard from juniors about the orientation week. thought of giving suggestions but haiz... kinda a waste of time.

it was a good idea promoting a project by telling the juniors that most of the JKOs were once in the commitee of All Nite, because it produces leaders, they said laa.. but taa, u know, ermm.. WHAT MAKES A LEADER?

as a leader, nobody concerns whether you are lesbian or gay, this is not an issue in this faculty, it is CAPABILITY that gives you credit. it's awkward that gay issue has overwhelmed the juniors. they were pursuing me one night, asking me innocently that, "is it true that law fac has 10 gays each years?" "why are they like promoting benefits to be a gay?" "do we have to be gays?" i was shaken up by the fact that they equalized leaders to gays. WHAT the hell! so you see, delivering message correctly is essential as you are being a role model among the juniors.

so the other one commented about unity among my coursemates, about somebody backstabing Lo Nait. eww.. it's so unfair and it happens among you also what, blek. what's the point. im saying that, leader o leader, does gossiping include in the prerequisite? wow wow wow, i'm shivering, dasyat.

and, there was another senior asking me why i joined PM? before i said anything, she continued, "so that you can influence the juniors huh?" X.X i'm dying, dreadfully. so, it is influence, status and power that a leader is seeking for?

i must write it in the blog because it reminds me of ATTITUDE.

it is just that, sometimes, their arrogance and egoistic annoyed me.

Peace. =)

Administrative Law

2009-07-08T20:23:00.000-07:00

admin is killing me, it's a disaster, it's dull.

ah phei

2009-07-05T19:31:00.000-07:00

oh ah phei broke my heart

ping liang piang piang.

BREAKING NEWS!!

2009-06-26T06:38:00.000-07:00

All activities being held at DTC and faculties are cancelled.

the university administration and the faculty's person-in-charge will come to the college itself to conduct the activities as scheduled. meaning, freshies are not going out from the college ever since they register into the college.

SO HOW ABOUT THE CHEERS & SUBS WITH OTHER COLLEGES?!

ok, all have been cancelled.

what a great disappointment and dismay i feel for this gempak change made 2 days before the orientation. everyone was seen, obviously, dropping their jaws. it was the cheering session that made the orientation happy and memorable, in my point of view laa. the orientation will not be sempurna as long as the freshies are not yet stepping in to the DTC, doing cheers and subs. it was really gemuruh having conversation between colleges, with 3600 people around, throwing your voice till your throat sored. haha! alright, it was just fun.

seni & sports competitions was carried out at college level.

freshies will see PMs' faces 24/7. (PMs are pening kepala as well >.< lol)

their mobility was restricted at college area only.

it's all because UM is taking initiative precautions to avoid burst of H1N1 at the campus.

quite a challenging year for the university, and for us, too.

good luck lu!

....to be continued....busy...

y.e.e.m.u.n.
26 Jun 2009
2156
at messy Bilik Mesyuarat A
Kolej Kediaman Pertama, UM
..back to work..

~PLEASE TAKE CARE YOUR HEALTH~

宅女正传

2009-06-11T23:00:00.000-07:00

跟我妈妈讲, 每天早上一定要买份报纸来给我过日子.

吃完早餐看看报纸睡睡觉读读小说吵吵嘴打打架写写字吃吃玩餐看看电视上床睡觉发发梦.

少接电话不上网, 这种叫假期. 真正的休息跟沉淀. 我喜欢. ^.^ v

一斤青菜

2009-06-11T22:47:00.000-07:00

写blog 是要灵感的.

讲话也要灵感, 最近讲话没什么灵感, 所以变有点静去. 可能是假期看太多电视, 变笨了.

青菜写写啦..

PS I LOVE YOU 之一见钟情

2009-05-21T00:48:00.000-07:00

我终于读了藤井树的　＜我们不结婚好吗＞。读完结局后，我想跟男主角说，你这个死笨蛋。

我一路以来都很抗拒爱情小说。来来去去都是表哥爱表妹，有钱追没有钱的，最后女生绝症死掉。无聊。直到两个礼拜前，在A205，安娜永双樱戈子睡到死猪酱的时候，我看了一出戏叫 PS I LOVE YOU 。

那个死去的老公也是个死笨蛋。为什么要比老婆早死。明明答应了要一起做老公公老婆婆的。
我也很难过，很久没有哭到酱稀里哗啦了。难过我身边没有人在我需要时给我一包tissue, 也没有一个温暖的胸膛让我躺躺，让我说说我心疼那个老婆的感受。伤心啊喂。

我中学的时候也遇过一个死笨蛋。

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我看到了他。他是谁？他到底是谁？

我的眼睛在对焦，focus。这个人很奇怪，他跟马来人华人印度人都很好，而且很喜欢懒懒地跟一群他的朋友漫步。为什么他们都不会憨憨笨笨呆呆的，尤其是他长了一副看了会让我很开心的脸。

但是他到底是谁？我不认识他，但是我知道我会爱上他。嘿嘿。
那年他中五，我中二。我们在gunung 很rapat的中学念书。

从此以后，总会用很多烂理由跑去厕所，或者是很喜欢陪人上厕所。然后还要常常去图书馆食堂和广场，看看他在不在。我的天哪，只要多看到他一眼就会笑到嘴巴裂开，然后会莫名其妙地很开心很开心。

我会不会很明显？还用讲，笨蛋也知道。虽然我没有很风云，但是我考试很厉害下，又整天假假给他知道我的存在，而且学校又小，超级笨蛋也会知道。

早上看到他，我用眼神跟他说早安。然后在课室外面我跟他插肩而过很多次，默默说加油。放学的时候，他在东边我在西边，中间隔了一条在窄窄的马路和一条窿沟。就酱我看你你看我，直到我的kembara或他的unser先到达学校门口。他远远跟我讲明天见。我小声讲好。嘿嘿。

有一次，他用整罐醋灌醉了我，竟然被我看到他桌子上写着另外一个女生的名字。哼，一定是他朋友乱写的。不然我发誓我从此以后走路要倒着走，吃鸡蛋不吃蛋黄，上课不要睡觉！岂有此理，这个叫吃醋。

但是，一年下来，我一句话也没有跟他说过，一句话也没有！

真是的乌龟王八蛋，就酱跟我对看了一年。就酱光明正大地在看着我看他。就酱一句话也没跟我讲就毕业了。就酱让我很想他。

我期待的浪漫甜蜜就酱静静地。还有，他的名字叫游泳,是个死笨蛋。

!@#$%$^&()~!@#$%^&

2009-04-07T20:12:00.000-07:00

Date: 07 April 2009

Time: 1139pm lying on the bed about to zZz

Venue: A314

A friend called me.

" Me: Alo.

Fren: Oi talk phone.

Me: Talk wat.
Fren: Donno. U talk.

Me: Nothing talk then no need talk lah. (sabar-ing).

Fren: But i want talk phone.

Me (losing temper): Then talk wat.

Fren: U talk lah.

Me: .................

Fren: Dont like that leh.

Me: Ok i want sleep liao.

Fren: Yer. so bad one. go sleep lo. i go find other gal talk.
Me (swt-ing): Like i care. "

many people nowadays tend to abuse the usage of handphone, having habits of disturbing or ruining other people peaceful moment. isnt a handphone design to bring convenience for communication and contacting people? also, storing MP3 & MP4, filming, n tracking roads system etc.

BUT!

not to leave thousands of miss calls to remind people of your existence

not to forward rubbish and essential-less messages

not to message each other for nonsense reports such as "what are you doing" and stuffs

& not to call to entertain or to demand people entertaining you.

i wouldn't shout out the "F" word as mike did, but i was cursing so badly that whoever did it again i would curse curse curse curse. LOL!

LAW FAC 001

2009-03-27T21:55:00.000-07:00

我没有很漂亮，但是他们都叫我 Law Fac 001

我的眼睛小到很难找到眼白，尤其是我大笑的时候

鼻子没有成龙酱够力，但还是很大个

牙齿大大是我的花名

我的人很懒很懒

也很D调，因为我喜欢在 kuliah 里坐后面其实是想神不知鬼不觉地逃课

不是很聪明, 因为在法律系读书所以沾了不少光，一直一直在 misrep 人家，因为很多人讲：“哦哟！读law 的很厉害的喔！” 虽然我的roommate 怀疑我很多次，做么这个读law 的，天天晚上去练舞练舞，还好想很得空酱去supper 喝茶看半夜场。而且由于习惯看到在床上睡到像死猪的我，有一次我终于努力读书的时候，竟然敢敢给我瞪大眼睛再猛擦眼镜！

讲到跳舞我又没有很厉害喔，但是爱舞蹈，很爱舞台上灯光一照下来那瞬间的晕眩，更爱骨头散掉的时候，酱才能更加感受到我跟床的 proximity。有一次大大力趴在地上，结果左盆骨生出一片大大块的哦青。讲来讲去，就是爱演咯。

而且作为一个女生，胃口有够恐怖。不要问我从哪里来。。

lawfac 三步闻芳草，美女到处都是。有些女生很自信，很认真的时候很美。有时一个女生回眸一笑会杀死很多人。但是却时常搞上很好笑的绯闻，好像tall n mascular 的A 君，牙齿有空格的B 君，留粒饭在嘴边的C 君，很厉害刨西瓜的D 君等等等。。

讲话最大声的哪里找？LawFac
回答tutorial 会很开心地讲YES! 的哪里找？LawFac
对镜头最敏感而且很喜欢多多人一边拍照一边喊cheers 的哪里找？LawFac
去2nd mamak 要gabung 至少3张至多10张桌子而且吵到没有路走的哪里找？LawFac
去吃supper 还要跳钢管舞和跟外国人搭讪的sampat 哪里找？LawFac
会开lecture 用心良苦地叫新人多多update blog 的professional 哪里找？LawFac
很爱唱K 唱到爆肝聊天聊到口水干的哪里找？LawFac
纹身练哑铃的猛男背400块书包去上课的潮男带TORT book 去走街的宅男哪里找哪里找？LAWFAC！！

所以呢，Law fac 的人才有够001。

Dear JP

2009-03-13T23:29:00.000-07:00

i have made the correct decision in which it must not be you.

our birthday is just one week apart which i shall anticipate that our nature would not be so distinct. therefore, i can guess what is in your mind bacause the same thing had been spinning around my head too. we are like twins dont you agree?

i know it will arrive at this stage eventually but why so fast? i dont want to believe in what i have foreseen. anyway, i have secure myself, at least.

best regards to you ^.^ cheers!

monday blue

2009-03-01T22:44:00.001-08:00

im having serious monday blue laa..

handphone alarm rang and rang and rang and rang. my roommates should be glad that im using canon D in piano as alarm. not so killing.

went to the washroom and saw a deadly face in the mirror. arr its been long i havent taken a proper breakfast. ya i missed the breakfast session again.

went back room and sat on the chair wondering what time is it. oh 10 mins before class. oh what class har? MLS hor.. okok.. dressed up, grabbed some book and chao.

in the class, ms lee was teaching principles of old cases. never read never know what was she talking about. trying my best to keep awake and to reduce my frequency of checking handphone time. kill me softly..

walking like a zombi to the next class, MLS lecture. OH! MY CONSTI! Chill. went back and took it. i was like menentang arus yang deras you know because everybody else was heading to lecture hall while i was directing to the opposite direction in a rush. XD

oooooo.. monday blue..dont like MLS...........

I MISS YOU

2009-03-01T19:18:00.000-08:00

what does it mean when you have tried more than 10 times to key in the correct password but failed? well, without further quote as you can imagine, it is still the forgetful me. haiz. dint blog for so long as i have forseen when i first registered as a blogger, because er, i never love to write. phew...

FLOORMATES, ROOMATES & FRIENDS

i have been missing kmpp since i left there. a lovely place for me. i dint sleep on the last day, saying goodbye to friends, buddies, roommates, floormates; hugging, wishing, but never crying. i felt that, at least, it should be a happy moment as we have finally graduated and soon to pursue study at the universities.

so many *farewell parties* were awaiting us. one of the funniest was held in my room which was attended by most of my floormates, the closer one, and having KFC. waliao! 20x20 foots room with 20++ people in it. i was trying real hard to protect my bed from kena those SOS ATTACK! ew.. crazy fellas. XD

JPP

JR hold my hands so tight that we've made stupid promise to continue our mission at the uni as MPP (shito, never involve me in that anymore..), anyway i found myself relied on him so much that now i felt hard to leave him. he must have felt the same way too, i guess.

n Ash, who used to talk to me with his thick kelantanese accent,

hid my slippers on the notice board,

taught me a chemistry formular at pasar malam,

took picture of our shadows under pole lamps,

stared at me and laughed aloud dot dot dot. i know i probably would not see this funny guy (anymore). huhu. but i am more than happy and utmost grateful to chuck away my silly title as a jpp. long waited moment.

CLASSMATES

shiera, irah, susu, zul, long, jj, lean, zaza, bowey, din and others. waliao! their faces were floating in front of my eyes. i miss all of you so so much. i bet the A2P1 was one of the brilliant classes. Lahahaha! ego lah tu.. because we were united!!

hehe.. couldnt forget your excited faces when you successfully solved the math equation or that of economy. we spoke broken english during presentation bacause we think that was funny to fool ms wahida a bit. wahaha!

and we love loafing around at each other rooms although we were quite far from each other. oh, just that, we have never been to guys rooms, actually. haha. yo! and you guys taught me to eat with hands too! ya ya i waited to open puasa together with you all and my roommates during that one month. ya ya murtabak was my favourite. i couldn't believe it has been a year ago. i miss you guys sooo much. dearest regards to peja, ecah n wawa, especially. they were my roommates who sayang me the most. *.*

BEST FRIENDS..THE 16 AND MORE..

long ge ge, bixin, ah hock, fang, sam, ah yoke, long-necked mei hui, bowey jie jie, john, jj, jasmine, bao bao, pikachu, wei lun, jr, jun n me. n more. you all were my lifetime best friends.

i miss all birthday parties that were held at the dark cafe D,

i miss times we merayau n berjalan jalan at the tasik,

i miss times when we played badminton (like jj's racquet the most) at the court,

i miss times we went outing at the forgot-what-name plaza and loafing around donno-where-and-wats-the-place-actually-and might-get-lost-the-next-turn at butterworth,

i miss those days when 16 of us squeezed in the 8-18 foots hotel room for 2 days trip at penang island,

i miss times when we have misunderstanding but broke the cold war the next morning with a stronger belief at each other,

i miss nights we shared pillows and overlapped each other on a baby-sized bed,

i miss lunches at different cafes when we have to combine 5 tables to fit in all of us and laughed at nonsense jokes and observed your eating habit and mimik,

i miss your sleeping postures in lectures which i still kept some in my phone,

i miss your handwriting which i used to copy from,

i miss all of us arguing homeworks in that 6x6 foots discussion room which eventually chased away by the librarians (luckily not yet blacklisted),

i miss everything in kmpp with deep memories with all of u.

KMPP
i sat in the bus and waved my hands and delivered my sweetest smile ever to farewell all of you. "bye bye!" i was so relieved that "wow.. i'm leaving." i relaxed my back on the seat and before the bus drove out from the gate, i saw the lake. "oh we just took photo here yesterday," i thought. the lake. it laid peacefully as a silent witness seeing students come and go. all in a sudden, faces were floating in front of my eyes. everyone. and, "WOW! I'M LEAVING!" i shouted in my mind! my tears started pouring out. yes i'm leaving here.

i realized it, at last.

~kmpp~

a place i miss.

R for Renuka

2009-01-23T06:15:00.000-08:00

i must say that miss renu is indeed one of the most special teachers that i have ever known. she emphasizes equity among us where everyone will have chance to speak out and others must listen. it is impressive when i noticed that our classmates were paying full attention when somebody was talking. it has never happened in the first few weeks when the class initially started. not that we dont respect our mates but some of us do think that the class was boring and unnecessary.

but now i see that we have put in more participation and we have changed. do u know a round applause to welcome the speaker is so much encouraging? do you know that it is real sweet when someone did appreciate your effort? do you know how touching it is when somebody acknowledge that he or she has faith in you? THANK YOU to miss renu because i gradually understand all these things in her class which i found very spirited.

last week, she introduced to us drawing therapy and we were laughing so loud when we "tried our best" to sketch. u see, a lot of us were drawing skeleton and they described those were their friends la, auntie la, papa la. xD wahahaha! then, everyone presented the picture. we shared our stories and feeling truly beneath our heart because "i think you are my true friends, so sincere that i feel that i can share everything to you," Hea Fong said. T.T ..clap clap clap clap..

and others like andrew told us why was last year a special year for him as he celebrated his birthday the first time in his lifetime, ashree has never given up his dream in becoming a successful ceo and his only wish to our batch was just a pair of ears, laila poured out her heartbreaking romance which depressed her but eventually realized the support of friends and family were most faithful, cheah ying crapped a lot on a role as a birthday party organizer ..hehe.. ad wished to live life to the fullest and many many other sensational stories.

i feel that we get closer in this session. it is so much about LOVE.

the english class was in between lectures so we used to rush before miss renu has actually finished her last speech but she just let it be. "hurry! hurry to the next class and i hope you enjoy your class. do the best!" everyone hurried away and left her behind. left her behind in an empty classroom...

thank you miss renu ^.^

BIG SHAKE

2009-01-22T09:40:00.000-08:00

yeah! big shake has finally come to an end. we have been long looking forward for the big day but when the MCs were givin thanking speech at the end, it's really berat hati to say bye-bye. i prefer "c ya!" rather than "goodbye" as it would mean there will still be a NEXT TIME coming soon or later. for instance, PTUM n Big Shake were both grand events that i joned as a dancer. memorizing steps and polishing the dance to make it look greater on stage will be our daily schedule laa. but sien lo if failed to remember the steps, felt like a dumb, hoho..

THANKS to coursemates and friends who were present for support. they have actually commented that the dance was good. proud! proud! proud!

but, really kesian my partner whom i thumb so kuat when we finished the 2nd song because i have forgotten the choras part and i lost focus and i was soooooo "oh-no-oh-no". i was shaking him forth and backward "Chang chang!!!!! die la die la die la die la!!!! i've forgotten!!!! forgotten the whole thing!!!! ahhhh!!!" then he didn't pay attention to me at all because i could see on his face so happy that he was silently celebrating the end of the whole thing. kill him ar xD hahaha.

so it was a good lesson that i shouldn't fall asleep before the performance begins. hmmm.. perhaps it's actuali kit teo that has taken away my soul because he gave me a BIG KILLING SMILE ^.^ when he left the stage. i was about to fall asleep waiting at the back stage and seeing a leng zai passing by and smiled at you was definitely breath taking. muahahaha!

shake it shake it shake it baby..want to see more hot dance? come and join us next year. wahahaha*.*

this is the opening as orchestra performers

SS-to-the-top in the washroom >.<

hey guys, chang chang was left out in this picture!

..read my mind..

2009-01-18T09:40:00.000-08:00

hello ladies n gentlemen! ^.^ so this is officially my 1st blog which i signed up by coincident. woohooo!

i have been planning to own a blog long ago but i must admit that i don't have a habit of writing diary and so i don't think i would be always updating the blog. but, in nature, i love shaing my stories and my feelings, only to particular friends that i have faith in, because the power of trust is so strong among friends. same goes to family.

my initial intention to write this blog is to express my feeling. i want to tell everyone that i feel this way now at this moment at this very place, but it's late night which there is only a few wild cats that are still msn-ing. haha! its seems that i am one of those.

well. saja want to acknowledge my presence at blogspot. hehe ^.^ c ya soon.