April 25, 2010

赞!


索尼没电了,想再听那把声音多一次,感动多一次。


就是这首歌,让我把头从Penal Code 里抬起来,把声量调大,静静地聆听。

也因此,索尼用太多力,然后就没电了。剩我慢慢地咀嚼几粒还停留在脑海里的歌词。


黃小琥 没那么简单

词:姚若龙 曲:萧煌奇


没那么简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴
尤其是在 看过了那么多的背叛
总是不安 只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫


没那么简单 就能去愛 別的全不看
变得实际 也许好也許许坏各一半
不愛孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心 谁也不用被谁管


感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
別人说的话 随便听一听 自己做决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发里


相爱沒有那么容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那么容易 才会特別让人著迷
什么都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经


想念最伤心 但却最动心 的记忆




April 23, 2010

我的Wonderland

这个电台播了好多好多好听的歌。
今夜,我不想睡了。
我应该醒着,让莫文蔚和陈奕迅陪我挖流出来的耳油。

这个时候我应该在发梦了。
你不要笑我。但是我告诉你,我的蓝色眼罩有超能力,戴上它以后可以变身艾丽丝。




Every dream starts with a great dreamer.




至今,我physical逗留过最高的高度是云顶喷射机停在上面的时候。我对不起云顶美丽的风景,可能同时也忽略了那电线杆上的麻雀,因为我只管闭着眼睛喊破喉咙,所以没有亲眼看过悬在空中时的高度,因此也错过了一刹那那冬天的感觉。




直到有一天,我胆小的心脏再度被挑战。我必须从很高很高的这栋楼到很高很高的那栋楼,中间连接的桥梁设计很奇怪。它像是游乐园青色的半球形爬行玩具加大版。风吹很大,下面很暗。我隐约记得对岸的人叫我走快点。他。妈。的,抓紧都来不及了。我有很想哭,实在太恐怖了。




又有一天,我走在校园里。路上有一只肥肥小小只的河马(简称肥马),从远远跑过来,然后一个帅气的一百八十度翻身,它躺住了。旁边有棵仙人掌跟姚明一样高,它像吸铁般把肥马吸过去。突然间仙人掌喷出倾盆大水,肥马就张开嘴巴激情地喝喝喝喝。好浪漫的一幕,像两个久别重逢的爱人。嗯。肥马的肚子撑好大,比头还大后,它像熟透的芒果“咚”掉在地上,然后咚咚咚咚地慢走了。




还有一天,我到了荒芙的墨西哥沙漠被跟踪。有两只一肥一瘦的老猫,神出鬼没;“砰!”它们浮在昏黄的油灯后面盯住你,“嗖~”它们轻轻地扫过你脚下消失了。那幅老神在在的样子尤其欠扁,暗褐色的身体里好像住着一个邪恶的灵魂,而且它们的任务是负责追踪,跟踪和逮捕,总是一团烟地出场不久,又一团烟退下了。



终于有一天,Law Fac 学生的 all time favourite 冠军老师Dr Johan也来凑热闹。他把桃红色旧款Honda绑在海边的椰树,然后把soya bean 水灌满整辆汽车,然后它就飞起来了。太棒了!以后马来西亚人可以不用牛奶泡澡,我们有更好的选择,就是泡在soya bean 水里看海。



压轴好戏,我想我什么都不必说。Picture tells better story than words。




我觉得我的梦工厂里住着七个小矮人,而且我喜番他们乱七八糟的故事。





I am crazy, very very crazy. But all great people are.

=)

April 13, 2010

陶吉吉有寂寞的季节,我有考试的季节



(会考科目:宪法、刑法、土地法和行政法)


下个拜四就是大学生涯的第四次大考。


但是,大学每一次大考都是第一次的考试。

不像以前中学时候,小考后还有小考,学校考完补习再考,大考前还有预考,考试考到春夏秋冬都不知何时了。


我老妈珍姐说:“靠你自己了。”

唉,靠我自己就真的死定了。


把一粒粒英文字咚咚咚地打进头脑里。这条法律像似曾相似的老相好,以前看过你但是已经不记得你;那条法律是熟到烂的兄弟,天天念在嘴边却突然发现:“咦,你怎么长这个模样!”才感叹:“啊,其实我也不是很认识你,这些日子真是误会你咯。”


昨天有幸与三位大法官:The Right Honourable Tun Dato' Seri Zaki bin Tun AzmiThe Honourable Dato' Haji Hashim bin Dato' Haji Yusoff The Honourable Dato’ James Foong碰面。在大大间的会客室喝了小小杯的 teh tarik;用大大声的麦克风小小声的问了Chief Justice 几道问题;用within expectation的几个字回答了Chief Justice beyond imagination的问题:为什么要读law


Yang Amat Arif Tun Zaki 说:“学生跟法官不同,你们给的答案对或错都不重要,你用对法律支持你的论点,只要写得头头是道,你教授就会通过你 (pass) 。”


未几,Yang Arif Dato’ James Foong 说:“法律其实就像数学的方程式;不同的问题用不同的方程式去解决。”


Khoo Yee Mun我说:以前做数学我算是资优生,没有90分也有88分;现在写完一份答案都觉得它是一个零分的垃圾。还好我已经给他心理准备,说他喜欢着一个会考零分的笨蛋。


在教授的秤上,每份答案的重量是3分(给你面子)、4分(还好)、5分(刚刚通过)、6分(有point)、7分(有分量)点点。


所以现在我不求考试拿满分,也不介意考试拿不到优等。在心有点冷意有点灰的情况下,我就只好靠皮毛的知识,用我的手笔告诉他/ 她,这条法律应该这样用。


加油咯,你没酱快垮的!=)




写完了,也是忏悔的时候了,书不读竟然还在部落格发牢骚。更甚的是,竟然是写关于考试的冬冬,你生活就没有有趣点的冬冬了吗,悲哀~


February 17, 2010

如果人生真的有如果



If i have a flight ticket in my hand leaving to Neverland and the date of departure is tomorrow.


I might as well stare at the ticket and ask, “Do I depart at the ordinary airport?” subsequently, “Do I need a passport?” If both answers are negative (technically it couldn’t be positive answers, ha!), it makes everything a LITTLE easier as I do not have to waste my youth doing nothing but wait like anyone else at the immigration and hoping desperately for the number on the board runs faster. Perhaps I can entertain myself by telling a stranger “hey, I’m going to a place that nobody can tell where is it” and then, smirk and leave him swearing at the back.

I do have the courage to leave, on the spur of the moment.

It is either you are really brave or you are ignorant, and I am definitely the latter. Most probably I will live like any other day; laugh with you, be with you and the next day I get lost. Because it is painful to say goodbye and to abandon everything and everyone. But, the reality is always cruel. Sometimes, you just want to escape for one moment from all the frustrations and troubles.

Life is a bed of roses, bear with it or give up. Life is very personal depending on your attitude. The ticket not only indicates courage to give up the current life you attached with but also signifies the adventure of the uncertainties. It is as if to explore a road less travelled. It may worth a try.

I don’t have real property under my name and my personal property is quite few. Clothes can be donated; books can be kept despite the fact that the collection is miserable but they are worth reading lots of times, knowledge has to be inherited; and money can be spent, a few hundreds, ahh forget about it.

Anyway, the condition does not spell any constrain that I cannot come back! But, does Neverland have an airport?


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If I were a vampire


Vampires drink blood, they have pale skins and red eyes, and they are immortal. ya, Edward Cullen looks that way.

It is a night with a full moon hanging on the starry sky. A bat flies across the moon which mysteriously indicates a sense of ominous. I was strolling, maybe drunk, on a street while lamps glimmered unceasingly on the side. Racing blood is irresistible and pulsed like a symphony and then, my neck was bitten by cold beast-like teeth.

OS:”Oh, I feel like Bella.”

As a vampire, I feel like breaking all the rules:

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I want to race sport car on the highway and not worrying to crush it;

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I want to seduce the most handsome vampire and fall in love. Or I can bite leehom and force him to love me;

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I want to drink from many beautiful necks;

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I want to talk to the other vampires about human rights.

Being immortal is not my desire, unless others have undying life too. It is not fun when nobody shares the secret of your life, like I cannot run on the street and yell, “Hey look, I am a vampire! Made in Malaysia!” It is boring to live so long. W hat else can I do other than witnessing the history? On top of all, I already have trouble in sleeping.

But, to become physically gorgeous is quite amusing because it is easier to raise preys to the bait. Oh gross, the idea of drinking blood is sickening. Ok I can learn to become a vegetarian.

Perhaps, the best thing I can do is to have too much time to make the world a better place.


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February 15, 2010

i whisper...



Dear


Everytime we touch i get this feeling

And everytime we kiss i swear i can fly

Can't you feel my heart beats fast i want this to last

Need you by my side



Everytime we touch i feel the static

And everyime we kiss i reach for the sky

Can't you feel my heart beats slow i can't let you go

Want you in my life


.::...



by Cascada - Everytime We Touch



February 13, 2010

老虎给我几个字

恭喜发财!




给家人,53岁的胡须老头47岁的泼辣安娣28岁的光头帅哥和27岁的超级美女:健康


给亲戚,表的堂的近的远的撒泡尿可能也会沾到一点关系的:和气


给猪朋狗友,好朋友知心朋友普通朋友舍友曾经的朋友朝夕相对的舞友鬼鬼的老友:快乐


给系友,忙读书忙拍拖忙活动忙出街忙回家见牙医忙开会忙到闲人酱闲的:进步


给爱人,现在的以后的唯一的永远的:平安


给陌生人,不在以上任何category的:顺利





给我自己:??


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lets meet everything that life throws at it with BRAVERY!

KUAT like a TIGER! GRRRRRR..

January 9, 2010

我要回怡保了。回到我熟悉的昆仑喇叭673号门牌,那条巷子里最温暖的屋子。

我希望下车后能像以前一样在客厅叫“阿嫲!!!”,然后你在长长的走廊后说“妹妹,来厨房。” 以后,你还能应下我吗,阿嫲?

几个礼拜前,你说两年后要来看我带四方帽,我说我会是你第一个大学毕业的孙子。两年后,你照样来好吗,阿嫲?

我已经在哭了,因为我真的在想你了,不是我放不下你啊,所以你一定要走,走去一个叫极乐的地方。

阿嫲阿嫲~